The Curse of Living, Creatively

The Curse of Living, Creatively

“Did you sleep okay?” wife asks. “No, I died,” I say. “Wow, I’ve never died in my sleep,” she says. “You were there. I kept watching after it happened.” In this dream I created, I lived after I died – at least my consciousness. In this life you’ve created, will...
11/11: Tuning

11/11: Tuning

11/11/2019 I wake and tell myself the time is 4:11am. I check my phone to see I dropped the last one. It is 4:10am. Time to rise. LATER, Johann said he’d reach his 7 year work anniversary on 12/17/2019. I told him I expected my own 7 year celebration 4 days following...
???? Morning of Mourning

???? Morning of Mourning

Rude awakenings clip my wings. When the slumber ceases – The hunger for peace increases. Fear is fought while tears are caught. In a dream, I was safe and sound – But now a scene serene cannot be found. Alas, it seems I’m too familiar with how this sounds....
Water Works

Water Works

** Pre.Script. The following post was originally transcribed on 7/13/2019 ending 10:12am. It is now the second day of the Autumnal Equinox, and I have cried since creating this piece. ** I want to cry except I do not remember how.  I know I cried buckets when I put...
Time is the Eye

Time is the Eye

The Turtle is the Surface of Significance. That sentence erupted in my mind during a shower. So I wrote the words onto a waterproof page using a pencil. I do not know how to show you the images I witnessed in that first sentence. Time is the Eye. That sentence arrived...
The Rise???? of Fall????

The Rise???? of Fall????

Today is the first day of Fall, and today and tomorrow are the Autumnal Equinox. ????⚖️ Autumnal Equinox: two days when the sun is located just above the Earth’s equator and day and night are roughly equal In light of my favorite season rising, I wanted to share...